The Intimacy Of Sharing Feelings And Thoughts That Were Buried Deep Inside With Someone Who Understands

just a girl in her room trying to forgive herself

I really hated this girl in my class and we kept exchanging notes with various threats of violence on them but then on a Zoom call I saw that she kept a bunch of them pinned on her wall with little hearts around them and I got the biggest crush on her after that.

gloomy challenge // 270923

i woke up before the sunrise and feel as if i'm slowly becoming those people that like dawn more than dusk. the stillness of morning before sunrise is something else

applying for academic jobs is a horrifying combo of forcing yourself to overinflate your accomplishments to show why you are the top qualified absolute total best choice for the position when you may be already fighting the uphill battle that is imposter syndrome and of embarrassing masochistic self-debasing near-begging for a job that may not actually even hit the self sufficiency income minimum in the area where the job is located

- Beau Taplin

I'm tired of being nice to ppl who use me.

So I'm not going to be.

{{bitch mode activated}}

shoutout to the people that like learning, who love learning, who want to learn and understand and create things on their own terms, but can’t go to college/university. not for lack of money or access (although those are obviously valid and understandable), but because their disabilities prevent them from doing it. who don’t have enough spoons to take a university course and complete the amount of mental and physical work it entails. who are too anxious to leave home and don’t have the resources to combat that anxiety. who get burned out quickly and easily and can’t handle the amount of effort university takes. it’s not your fault and does not determine your worth - you are allowed to do what makes you comfortable. for those that mourn the loss of their college experience, i understand and your feelings are valid. whatever the reason may be, i see you.

𝗕𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 ・。*.

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Herbs to Hydrate

Keep Grounding. Keep healing. Keep hydrating. Keep returning to nature. Stay active. Stay healthy!

~ B