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am I the only one that has those times where you literally have no motivation to go on. Everything is a burden and you feel heavy and loopy and you want to sleep your life away. The things you loved to once do become chores and the sunny days you used to adore now seem dull and your favourite food tastes like cardboard and your favourite song doesn’t make you sing along. It’s just scary but hey the show must go on...

I’m starting this 10 week challenge. Whose with me?

I’m starting this and going to try my hardest to continue this for the next 10 weeks. I’m starting today (August 18, 2019) and will do this workout everyday after school. I will eat only dinner (and maybe a small lowkey snack if I feel faint). I will check in every Sunday and update you on my consistency, weight, mesurements (when I get a measuring ribbon) and anything else that Id like to. Stay safe, love you :)

August 18 - Weight: 119.4

me: gets slightly angery because of someone

my mind: well guess what?? i’m gonna starve myself now and it’s ur fault >:)

I've spent a few weeks creating this routine, I hope you enjoy it!

First I stretch out my entire body, that usually takes 5-10 minutes depending on how long I hold each stretch

15 jumping jacks

25 situps

10 squats

25 butt bridges

20 mountain climbers

25 leg drops

25 bouncing lunges, each side

15 jumping jacks

25 situps

1 minute plank, do it in increments of 15 seconds with a 5 second break between each increment

I repeat this routine 2 or 3 times throughout the day depending on my energy levels.

I finish off with another full body stretch.

having anorexia has caused me to develop some sort of binge eating disorder too bcuz of food deprivation. now i’m gaining instead of losing. wtf ana this isn’t what i signed up for

Day 8

cr: annaolympiaa

more stealing from instagram credit in pic but these r super helpful!!! stay safe n hydrated

tips on how to remind myself to not give in to cravings?

i’m trying so hard to get control i feel helpless please