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My restricting guidelines

If fasting isn't really your thing but look for advice/tips with dealing with your £d, this is your post.

For reference, I usually aim to eat around 1K cals in a day, because then I can still function. While the urge is there, I try not to give in and get worse. I'm not really strict with myself and eat just about whatever, as long as I stay under my calorie limit.

Breakfast

I usually don't have breakfast (I'm not really a morning person and I don't feel hungry), but if I do, I try to go as low call as possible or make it nutritious. A safe meal is usually a fried egg and half an avocado.

Lunch

If I had breakfast, I tend to skip lunch. If I didn't and I'm having a break between my classes, I like to have tomato soup, or a sandwich. If I'm still home, I decide between something light/nutritious (like the eggs and avocado) or something bigger.

Dinner

This is usually my biggest meal of the day, of around 600 cals. Obv the lower the better, but I look at how much I already ate that day. If I didn't have too many calories and also moved, I feel like I earned a bigger dinner and don't feel as self concious. I usually just calculate at how many cals there is in the food and how many I allow myself to still eat that day.

If worrying abt my weight/body could burn calories >>>>>>>>>>

I wanna feel the bones in my body

omg I'd be so skinny then :sob:

I'd burn like 2K cals on my lazier days and 12K-15K on my more active days, but like 5K to 8K on an average

In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned

people are so silly sometimes. They're talking how they want to lose weight but are triggered by the idea of eating less. You're literally meant to eat less calories one way or another.

I'm not saying you shouldn't eat a proper meal and stuff, but you can't tell me that watching what you eat/calories aren't literally an important factor. You shouldn't need to stuff your face constantly and eat 3K calories

my bf knows i'm tring to lose weight and shi and he told me last night something like "yeah and when you're skinny..." abt cuddling or so

⭐ving so I'm not the "as long as you're happy bro" girlfriend.

tb to my teen years when i had a b.e.d. and was so stubborn to not let my mom see that her words regarding my body/weight affected me that I didn't try to lose weight

Would I prefer to satisfy a thirty minute craving or have the body I’ve craved for a lifetime ?

Comparing myself to my friend (skinner, also struggling with an ed) <<<<<<<

I was so skinny as a child, why didn't I stay that way

Exam season is coming around, which means I should make sure I'm not weak, but I can also use the excuse that I forgot to eat, because of the workload.

I hate myself for struggling w/ a b.e.d. for so long and not trying to get better out of stubbornness

I wanna vomit, I hate my lower stomach.

Don't reward yourself with food, you're not a pig

I have a friend whose mom has been struggling with a4a all her life. She believes ppl shouldn't weigh above 50kg and would often make remarks on her friend's weight/look.

For those of you who don't know me, I'm objectively overweight. It's something I'm dealing with and working on, and joked once or twice that I was scared to go to her house, because of what her mom would say (true thing though, I just didn't want to make a big deal out of it or make her feel bad). She said it didn't really matter and not to listen to her mom, esp since it wouldn't be to my face.

Yesterday, we were talking about how my grandma wanted to see a pic of her and said she's pretty, and my friend said she hasn't showed any pic of me to her mom because she's scared of what her mom would say.

Cooked.

don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat don't eat

It felt so good a while ago when I went to class and was talking tow friend of mine (WAY skinnier than me) and tell her I didn't eat anything that day, after she was rambling abt how much she ate. She was yapping abt how she had some side effect of meds and how she already had like 2 meals and snacks and still felt hungry, and I was like "oh I didn't have anything today."

She was so shocked, but I felt so good. Like yeah I'm bigger than you and still have a better discipline.

About me

Measurements

SW: 106kg

CW: 99kg

GW: 50kg

UGW: 45kg

Who am I?

Hi! I'm feather-wannabe :) I'm a 20 y/o uni student who struggles with an £d. My previous blog got deleted, so here am I. It lowk sucked cuz I got to around 1.2K followers and some mutuals (whose users I forgot ): ) but I'm sure that I'll make some new friends on here.

I post things here that I'm thinking of and it is not meant to have a negative influence on younger people. As you've seen others mention, please block instead of report. If you want to be mutuals/friends, I'm definitely down for that!

I love memes, writing, artist like Crystal Castles, Pastel Ghost and Billie Eilish and gaming! Welcome to my blog :)

Maybe I won't be skinny as a stick this summer, but I sure will be thinner by my birthday. Watch me lose 30kg by then.

Keep going until you're excited to weigh yourself

I've been eating more lately, I'm tweaking out so bad. I've been fasting for about... 10 hours now? I'm gonna get to 12, eat something so I don't feel like shite when I have my afternoon class and I'll do a 24 hour fast. I'm sick of my body.

Hey gang, exams are coming up soon and I'm looking for some advice with restricting.

Not to sound like a pick me but I don't like ppl I know irl reminding me of an e.d. only my boyfriend and best friend know abt it and while my friend doesn't really mention it, my boyfriend used to. He'd bring up calories and shit when picking what to have for dinner and it's just like, shut up?? I already obsess over it and it's genuinely draining me, it's not a quirky thing to lose weight and be healthy. Don't remind me even more.

What are some of your favourite ⭐ving tips?

I want to get so thin and sickly looking that my mom stops enabling but makes me eat.

I'll get home later and eat something at around 6.30 or 7 pm, and then do a 16 hour fast until tomorrow at nook 🗣️🗣️ I'll keep y'all posted

Lowk tempted to do a 24 hour but I'm a bit anxious that I'll pass out after my class, since I have class from 3 to 6 pm. I was sick this one time and didn't eat the whole day except for maybe a banana and some apple juice, and when my class was done, my head was pulsing and I felt like fainting any second. I'll keep y'all posted tho

i need to be under 50kg

i need to be under 50kg

i need to be under 50kg

i need to be under 50kg

i need to be under 50kg

i need to be under 50kg

Hey gang, my previous account (ednotsheeranaddict) got banned. If we were mutuals, feel free too follow me here and text me! :D