Book Journal - Blog Posts

so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.

in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.

i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.

AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.

have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) 🌧🤍

these are some books that i've bought recently. expecting lispector and camus of me should be common sense by now. and of course, literary theory. 🤍

clarice has been a great company these days. she speaks about god thru lóri's point of view, her believes, and it sounds a lot camus' absurdism! she says 'if i wanna pray, it would be to the cosmic or to Nothing'.

rainy days and depression, love to see it. 🌧🤍

i've been away for a bit because, you know, college. and i have to read these two for classes. life's been boring lately, but i'm fine with that.

sometimes it rains and it's like nothing more exists. incredible how rain has the power to make me feel safe. 🌧🤍

probably will finish in the margins by ferrante today.

i need to choose another but it's hard when you have many clarice books in your shelf and not think about picking one up.

i'm not doing ok since my birthday (feb 16th). it's raining a bit these days, so it makes my days better. thank god nature. 🌧🤍

also, it's time for restart studying: manifesting.

late valentines with my girl ottessa and the view of a rainy day 🤍 🌧

started 'água viva' today. my first clarice! her writing is wow, i've been annotating a lot. so many thoughts already. just wild!

i was gonna go for run today, but gave up, it's been one of those lazy days. probably do some yoga before go to bed.

tomorrow i feel like it's gonna be a good day. (probably won't though) - let's keep it positive.

that's a goal: be more positive! 🤍🌧

1am, i'm reading 'hiperculturalidade', and it's so good. probably, i'll be finishing it on thursday or friday.

also, i read today 'blue horses' by mary oliver and liked it. wasn't too invested tho, but it's great.

and in the morning, i was able to read a lot of 'the idiot' by elif batuman. this book is making me so happy! her writing is amazing and just to be in selin's mind is fascinating.

be kind to yourselves 🤍🌧

continuing this one today! i'm still on 10% but really enjoying it. it's funny and brings some good questions to think about.

other than that, i apply for next semester's classes. hope i'll be accepted at all of them.

i'm trying to think more about the projects i'd like to work on.

i hope it rains today. 🌧

Hi!!

I bought 4 books recently, 2 of them arrived today:

• o mito de sísifo - camus;

• exílios e poemas - james joyce.

As you know, I already read the myth of sysifus, but it was on kindle and i wanted to have the physical one. And the Joyce's, I never even had heard about it, but found it online and it sounds interesting.

Be kind to yourselves, fellas! 🤍🌧

i received these three clarice lispector books today! i'm so happy and ready to read her works. i already had other three.

pretty amazing, isn't it? the covers are crazy. i'm gonna start with the second one, água viva - my friend told me so.

apart from that, the days have been a little bit harder, and i can't wait for traveling. i need to get away.

but back to the books: i think i'm gonna really start a booktube. for that, i need to get over my shyness. i might not do it, i always leave projects halfway or 'noneway'.

hope everyone is having an amazing day. take care. 🤍🌧

i'm still on lolita, damn this book is hard to read. every page i literally have a discomfort on the way he speaks about lolita. it's so sickening! but the writing is so good, i don't even know what to say. *Fiodora thinks so too!

on the other hand i'm gonna start 'pop song' and 'a peste' today! it's gonna be i guess my forth or fifth camus. i love him sm. also, i need to finish it soon cause my uni library doesn't accept us to keep the books on vacation and semester is ending. soooo... 🤸🏻‍♀️

it's nice day today, very cloudy. i love it, it puts me in a great mood! 🤍🌧

📖 reading week (11/12 - 17/12)

currently reading

lolita - nabokov (pg. 56/ 331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

the way of kings - brandon sanderson (530/1252)

estado de sítio - camus (42/149)

to be read

cult classic - sloane crosley

i love you but i've chosen darkness - claire vaye watkings

dream work - mary oliver

read (11/12-17/12)

in the dream house - carmen maria machado

i've stopped writing again, which is not a good thing for my mind tbh. my readings are slow and i'm a bit unfocused. hope i get better soon because vacations are almost there and i need to read as much as i can. but i feel like olivia (my dead rose).

i restarted lolita, i had abandoned it and postponed to get back to it, but now i feel like i can do it. maybe. i'll try.

if you who's reading this are ok and having the time of your life.

the sky was so beautiful today and i got my two partners to watch it with me!

be good, fellas! 🌧🤍

📖 reading week (04/11 - 10/12)

currently reading

lolita - nabokov (pg. 40/ 331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

the way of kings - brandon sanderson (460/1252)

estado de sítio - camus

to be read

a peste - camus

in the dream house - carmen maria machado

read (27/11-03/12)

infocracia - byung-chul han

o mito de sísifo - camus

kibogo - scholastique mukasonga

farsa da boa preguiça - ariano suassuna

📖 reading week (27/11 - 03/12)

currently reading

o mito de sísifo - camus (75%)

infocracia - byung-chul han (pg. 62/107)

lolita - nabokov (pg. 25/ 331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

the way of kings - brandon sanderson (428/1252)

kibogo- scholastique mukasonga (starting)

to be read

a peste - camus

sea of tranquility - emily st john mandel

read (20/11-26/11)

chouette - claire oshtsky

the right to sex - amia srinivasan

tell me i'm an artist - chelsea martin

This girl is so special to me. I can't even explain how lucky I am to have her in my life. She's literally so perfect in her own little ways like, her smile, her laugh, her eyes every thing about her is amazing. I know we are young, but i want you forever, I want us forever.

@liztical

It would be so special to have a sister like that in some universe—someone who cooks your favorite comfort food, teases you for no reason , watches out for you on dates, and offers a comforting shoulder when things don't go as planned.

i really wish wish that every eldest daughter has an elder brother in some universe who will cook her favorite comfort food, teases her for petty things, secretly sneaks on her dates and lets her cry in his arms when things go wrong