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so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.
in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.
i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.
AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.
have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) 🌧🤍
late valentines with my girl ottessa and the view of a rainy day 🤍 🌧
📚✨First Post Feelings✨📚
Hi there! After years of lurking, dreaming, and filling draft after draft with half-finished thoughts, I'm finally starting this little bookish corner of the internet.
This blog has been in the works for ages—scribbled in notebooks, imagined during late-night reads, and quietly nurtured through countless "maybe someday" moments. I've always loved stories: the kind that wreck you, heal you, haunt you, and hug you. But I never quite found the courage to share my thoughts out loud… until now.
So here I am! Ready to ramble about books, scream about characters, overanalyze plot twists, and fall into fictional worlds with reckless abandon. Whether you're here for reviews, reading challenges, aesthetic ramblings, or chaotic bookworm energy—I'm so glad you're here.
Let's get lost in stories together. 💫
Some relaxing piano music in the library ^ O ^ zZzZ
I found this in the internet, isn’t this picture great?
Who knows Wynncraft too? That's great there, I love being there. I love that medieval feeling there. But that's not only the case for me in video games like Minecraft. In any case, I also like to listen to the Wynncraft Music just relaxing or while I am writing my stories to get the perfect feeling. I always write with music in the background or some kind of sounds and melodies because they transport me even more into the world of history and you feel very strongly. This makes writing my books even more fun! The Middle Ages are a magical time, isn't it?Who knows Wynncraft too? That's great there, I love being there. I love that medieval feeling there. But that's not only the case for me in video games like Minecraft. In any case, I also like to listen to the Wynncraft Music just relaxing or while I am writing my stories to get the perfect feeling. I always write with music in the background or some kind of sounds and melodies because they transport me even more into the world of history and you feel very strongly. This makes writing my books even more fun! The Middle Ages are a magical time, isn't it?
I found a picture that someone apparently was secretly taking of my desk ...
My desk looks a lot like this one. But outside is much more snow, on the windows are frost pattern and I don't have any donuts and coffee mugs on the table ':) And my cat is actually black, but that’s fine ;) I think this picture is awesome and very very beautiful, so I had to share it!
Magic winter out there
𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔
frost pattern on my window panes. I think it looks very playful and beautiful. Like a magical picture from the old winter.
ℳℯ𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒞𝒽𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓂𝒶𝓈
Hey you out there.
Today is Christmas. It has snowed so much in the last few days that in this morning was the half of my front door snowed in. My cat wondered why he didn't come out. But after he tried to scrape away all the snow, he gave up and preferred to go to the warm wood stove in the living room and cuddle up on a soft blanket and now he’s asleep. I made myself some warm tea and comfortable on the old armchair with a good book. I made the tea from dried chamomile flowers and peppermint that I picked in my little garden in the summer. I love tea. And I love books. I also put on my favorite sweater today. It's really big, cozy and soft. My cat likes to cuddle up in it. Now the sun is shining on the white, glittering snow and two little robins are gathering on the bird feeder by the little cherry tree in front of my window. On the panes of my window are beautiful patterns from the frost outside. As if someone had painted it on it. Today my mom comes up to me from the village and will help me to prepare the meals and spend Christmas with me and my beloved cat. I'm looking forward to. I have to somehow clear the way of the snow at least as far as the garden fence. Then I want to wrap the present for my mom. I hope she'll like it. In the past few days I had already sent the presents for my friends and family as a parcel in the village. Also one for my pen friend. While I was reading the book, I put an old record on the record player with winter melodies and Christmas music. It's so cozy. The red and gold christmas baubles on the Christmas tree shine in the warm light of the fairy lights. I also hung some sweets and homemade jewelry on the Christmas tree. I am really happy to finally have the whole study behind me and finally to be able to rest and enjoy Christmas and winter. I love to walk around in nature and always come across beautiful hidden places. Whether in the middle of the forest, by the magical frozen lake or somewhere in the mountains. I'm also passionate about photography and it's always great to watch a wild animal in the snow or even take a great picture of it. For example, deer that run around in the deep snow. I feel like writing a little more on my stories on the old typewriter right now. Then I should begin cook the Christmas dinner. I’m going to prepare rice pudding, cod with boiled potatoes and red cabbage, pastries, cranberries and cakes. I love to cook and bake. Maybe I should also sweep the dust off the bookshelves a little and put away the books that can still find a place there. Besides that, there are printed papers from the typewriter all over the carpet in the living room. When my mother and I’ll eat, I’m going to put on our favorite Christmas record. My pen friend had sent me a package with a letter saying that I could not open the present until Christmas. When I did that today, I found lots of great Slytherin things in it. She even made a small Christmas tree pendant herself for me. I’m so grateful to her and I’m very happy about it. I hope she likes my present as much as I like hers. One thing, however, is very different from usual. Normally, my grandma would be with mom and me now. Normally we would enjoy Christmas Eve together, go to mass and eat the meal. Unfortunately everything is different now. My mom and me miss her so much. The grief haunts me and catches up with me again and again. Despite everything, we only have really happy and wonderful memories of her and she would definitely want us to have a wonderful Christmas and just remember her without being sad. When I was a little girl she always told me that if I can't find her anywhere and think that she’s gone, she isn’t gone at all, but looks down on us like an angel and is always with us. No matter where we are. I mustn't forget that. I love you grandma. Very very much!
I hope you all have a nice Christmas Eve. I wish you that with all my heart.
Ellie :')
Studying is always hard - but I want to do my best before Christmas - we can do that!
Gifts, gifts and more gifts - ’cause we’re just before Christmas ☃
The time to search for gifts begins. I really want to give all my friends and a little gift for Christmas. I love giving gifts. I just like the excitement of choosing something nice or funny and someone and giving it to them as a present. I'm always so excited whether the person likes it or not and you just try to give them a feeling of appreciation with the gift and make them smile. When you give gifts you always show the appreciation you have for this person and that you have thought of them - for example that you have thought about what this person might like and then made the effort to find something convenient. Even if it's just a very, very small gift. It always means a lot to me when someone makes the effort to give me a little present and thinks about what I might like. For example, my pen friend recently gave me a small pendant with the pearls in the colors of the Hogwarts houses as a small pre-Christmas present. She wrote to me in the letter that I could attach it to my cell phone. I was so happy about it. My pen pal is a real artist and we're both really love the Harry Potter stories. We're both in the same Hogwarts house, too. We're two ambitious and cunning Slytherins.I could tell for hours why I feel so comfortable there, but I would probably never come to an end ;D Anyway, I think it's great that my pen pal has made something so beautiful for me with such fine craftsmanship. Above all, it also has this emotional value - that we both love these Harry Potter stories so much. We love to talk about it. I will definitely make something nice for her too. Something very special. I want you to be at least as happy as I was happy about your gift. Just like with my friends here. At the beginning of the weekend I will go to the Christmas market in town and look for little winter delicacies and christmassy things that I could buy. But I'm sure I also make something or paint. I already have so many ideas! Besides I would like to give my family something very special! Because they always try so hard to give me a nice present - and that's exactly what I want to do too for them. I will definitely do something nice for them. I like to do handicrafts. I am looking forward to christmas. The more I write about it, the more I get Christmas mood! However, the thoughts of my grandma still cloud me. I miss her so much. She would actually have been with me at Christmas. Because of this, I'll probably not get into the Christmas mood like i was in the last years. My thoughts are with her so often. How I would love to hug her. Ugh ......;<
Anyway, I hope you have a beautiful Christmas time. Ellie:>
Finding that one scene in a book that you love to read again and again because you just can’t get over it is the best part of reading in my opinion
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Catching up on some cozy reading 📖🐈⬛️🎃