Broken - Blog Posts

THE YELENA AND CLINT FIGHT ABSOLUTELY BROKE ME?? i’m glad neither of them d worded but the way she just disappeared?? ANYWAY MY NEW COMFORT SHOW

Imagine trying your best everyday

Trying to satisfy everyone

But still be the second choice

Always be the other one

The invisible one

This hurts

This hurts a lot

That's why I always act like I'm heartless. So people don't fall in love with me. Because I would ruin them. I always ruin everything.

my mind

I’d love nothing more than to hold your heart in my hands, to finally have something good in my life. But I can’t. For I’m too afraid that with one touch, your light will disappear and you’ll fade away; Because I’ve learned that everything I love always leaves me broken, in the dark.

A.R.

“Am I worthless? Am I Filthy? Am I too far for a Remedy?”

-Take the Bullets Away (We as Human)

You can’t fix, What already, In Pieces...

R.I.P. telephone part 2

-kalika

Don't be sad when I go .. don't pretend you didn't know, Berry that pain deep inside just like me it had to go

“Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.”

— Unknown

Unmmmmm for you maybe , pfffft I'm a broken ass gay bitch .. I need an want what I want k 😩 shhhhhh 🖤

“You don’t need people who don’t need you.”

— Unknown

Poor Rayman. 😢

My baby... 😿🥀💔 He didn't deserve to die that way. 😟

Oh no. Poor Rayman. :(

My baby... 😿💔🥀

Goretober 2024

Day 20: Impaled

⚠️TW: blood

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I think this sweet, sad spider became my favorite. Gotta love NB figures, but also.. the way their eyes flickered all the time was so captivating. It made me feel for the simple story hidden behind all the epic drama going on. But being so worked up also made this a lot harder for me to settle on a design/what to depict. I even had a friend write a poem to focus my inspiration (you know who you are). If anyone asks, I'll share it. Otherwise, did anyone think Shamura's bossfight song sounded like a panic attack or violent gasping/sobbing? This spider spun all the way into my feelz ;0;

emo boy <3

kaidou <3

Im FINE

I want to see others happy

I want to see them smile

I want them be okay

But if they are in pain..

I feel bad,

But if I feel pain?

Im fine.........

Man is capable of loving.

The Woman You Wanted Me to Be.

When I think back now,

I see how you abused me,

without pulling my hair,

without slamming my head against walls,

without forcing yourself on me.

But you broke me all the same.

You compared me to other women,

made me wear your favorite color

red when I hated it most

and

ordered me to paint my lips

for every walk i had

beside you.

Now that I remember,

I never lived freely with you.

It was exhausting,

it was toxic Fred.

She was covered in flowers, blooms of every scent and hue. Yet, she was so alone— the kind of loneliness that could kill. Imagine tombstones, not of the forgotten, but of the murdered, adorned with flowers of all sorts. People had spoiled her with flowers.

Meaning of words.

You said then

that

my love murders

you in a beautiful

way

and that you don't

think of an

existence without

it

so in that i

thought you

would go extinct

upon our failure.

But as time grows

all i have seen is a you

blooming.

Was it a lie ?

and my love

was totally a nothing

to you ?

please

please  tell

me

and tell

the one

murdering you

now

not to highly think

of things for

all of it is

just a jumble of

words.

Why after happy morning,

there are sad nights?

So , you get up early with the hope that it will be a good day.

All cheered up , ready to conquer it.

But....

It turns out to be same day you have everyday.

The days are kept getting worse and it's harder to keep that smile and vigor on for everyone.

I can't give up too soon.

Eventually everything gets fine whether you survive or not.

A single thought of yours

Ruined everything that was good .

Letting go

I am letting go

It feels like I’m burning alive and being frozen at the same time

Withdrawal

Sadness sitting in my bones

Memories flooding my brain

But I need to let go

No one should ever be able to hurt me like that and still get my love

Not anymore

I need to move on

Even though I can only think about the good times we had

and it is breaking me in ways I can’t seem to explain

I need to let you go

Because all you did to me

Would be enough to break ten peoples hearts

And still

You managed to do all that to a single one

My one

My still deeply in love one

Maybe we will meet again in another life and our souls will have learned enough to finally make it work

But for now

Please let me let you go

~ honestlywhatfor ~