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Can’t Sleep - Blog Posts
I suffer from “always tired but can’t sleep” disease
It's 5AM and I'm watching a YouTube video on the 10 worst romance tropes because i lost focus after posting something at like 1 or 2AM and also i just realized my phone keyboard keys are set to make noise when I click them and it is way more distressing than you would imagine.
And before anyone tells me to go to sleep, sometimes it is difficult to sleep even if i lay down at 11PM and don't do anything and if i try to got to sleep now I'll be out until like 2-3PM.
Alright I'm changing my keyboard now, it's annoying me too much even thought it's not that loud.
Bye everyone!
Have a good Day/Night/whatever time it is for you:)
You’re a Queen When No One is Watching-
Why is it, in the late darkness of night,
When beasts roam my bedroom floor and monsters reach out from beneath my bed,
When everyone sleeps, but for the wild imagination lurking behind my eyes,
When I’m at my loneliest and most vulnerable,
My most wild, euphoric, depressed, inspired and wisest self,
That I am at my most beautiful?
When I decide I will no longer attempt to succumb to sleep’s blissful embrace,
When I enter a room with Alice’s looking glass,
And see the circles beneath my eyes, the gentle curve of my lips, and sharp lines of my once full face,
Why do I look like a goddess of war, the judge of your soul beyond death, the unstoppable, raging force of a true queen...
Why does the real me choose to show herself when there is no one there to see the rawness of being a real human being...
When no one is there to love the part of you that you love yourself.
The you you hide,
To save that last little bit of light from the darkness of others...
Its currently 12:49 AM
Whenever I'm not feeling well and can't fall asleep, I always turn on The Road to El Dorado. Its my comfort movie apparently.
Ahhhh I can't sleep
Golden self: you okay
I can't sleep TwT
Golden self: why don't you ask rev to have se-
Nonononono *shuts her up* can you not
Golden self: *looks*oh hi @bloodyarch3r42020 and revenant :3
(I can't sleep)
Rev was that you
Revenant: no dear
Then what was that *sits there*
(I couldn't sleep when there's noises, so I ask @bloodyarch3r42020 or rev to check it out)
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm so useless I'm sorry I don't get good grades I'm sorry I don't like school I'm sorry I sleep too much I'm sorry I'm not open enough I'm sorry I don't like talking over the phone I'm sorry I stay up all night unable to sleep I'm sorry I'm sad all the time I'm sorry I worry to much I'm sorry I have flashbacks I'm sorry i get scared over nothing I'm sorry I don't eat I'm sorry I have to take pills I'm sorry I cut I'm sorry I want to die I'm so so sorry
Anyway it's late and I should be asleep. But unfortunately my brain gave me an idea and my thoughts were moving too fast to rest, so one incredibly poor sketch and a rabbit hole later, here I am.
How is everyone else's night going?
IF COCAINE was switched with water, the world would eather be a lot better or alot worse. This has been 5am thoughts. Have a good sleep, if you dare.
@deescade
1 - (Sebek) ...
2 - (Neige) That would genuinely make me a little uncomfortable. Not because I don't like him but because I don't like when people whisper to me.
3 - (Kalim) I would stop working...
4 - (Sebek) It kinda works cause I also got him for the first one.
5 - (Chenya) My baby!! Whyy lol
6 - (Leona) Guess he's not wasting time... ehhh
7 - (Deuce) Okay, that's just rude! How dare you?! >:(
8 - (Silver) That hurts my feelings, why would he do that to me... :'(
9 - (Riddle) I'd probably accidently push/hit him cause of my shock... Not the best scenario...
This is my first post and it's currently 3:50am and I can't sleep. I'm gonna do more of these!
Twisted Wonderland (How Would They: Tell You a Pick-up Line? ver.) click and drag game!
warnings: flashing images
prompt: how would these characters tell you a pick-up line?
When YOU tell them a pick-up line...
Game notes • How to Play
Please use a browser other than Google Chrome to play because the GIFs always lock onto their first frame on Chrome. Safari and Firefox work, please try those
If you're on mobile, screenshot the gifs either as a set or individually
Sometimes I hate following doctors orders. Cuz know I CAN'T SLEEP
help
i should have been in bed at least 3 hours ago ahahahhahahahh
I love sleep deprivation can’t you tell.
Me: [poking you in bed] you awake?
You: how thE HELL DID YOU GET IN MY HOUSE?
Me: well are you?
You: [punches me]
Someone needs to hit me on the head with a hammer so I can get some goddamn sleep for once
I feel left out after a hiatus of debauchery in a so-called group of friends. There are several that I'm a part of. But really? Just because one person "ruins" it for everyone, doesn't mean you can exclude anyone. Sure, I volunteered to be removed from said group, but only in the moment, I was exquisitely furious at these people I once called my friends. My head hasn't stopped with the fights and the war rages on, pretty much destroying my lifestyle. I can't sleep half the time, my school is on low priority in the list of things that's supposed to be high, I'm losing friends left and right. I'm debating whose gonna be my best man when the time comes. In a way: More Or less Crap goes on, At least in the Present being; but For Once, i actually thought i had some Real friends. Let It Find it being Ever more true in my mind. So in short, don't just think people who claim to be your friend to really be some sort of jackass who turns their back on you when you're down.
Was up till two baking these, and then got up early to frost them. Yellow cake with crushed chocolate chip cookies mixed in, classic vanilla frosting, and crowned with a quarter of a Chips Ahoy! cookie for looks! Time that I could of been sleeping before today's midterm well spent!!!!
These are the days my Friend
*Chirp*chirp* The songs of the blue jay resonates from the tree that seems to be the stronghold of this mighty forest. The roots entangle all other plants and appear to stretch to the far ends of the earth. As each creature begins its routine. Deer run and leap, squirrels play along the extravagant roots, each bird begins to line to sing the anthem of the forest. While in one particular borrow their lies a single raccoon. He is old fur matted and falling out, each step slower than the last, but mind as sharp and cunning as the young wolf. He is treated respectably in this community, or so he would like to wish. Many give looks of pity, disregard, malice, annoyance, and some don't even acknowledge his existence. Each morning the old raccoon goes picks at some food scraps lying in plain sight. He no longer has the strength to gather real nourishment. Rumor has it the old fur ball survives on pure willpower, but where does the willpower come from? As the old raccoon returns home to the rotting root that is his home, and begins to nestle back into place he notices something missing. Well for you see each night since the raccoon has began sleeping in this root he heard the drill of a young woodpecker. The old fur ball grew bewildered wondering where could the redheaded brat could be. So he mustered up the strength of his old bones to go looking before dusk came. After some time he reached the home of most woodpeckers.
Here he saw many participating in different activities and games of sorts, but couldn't help but notice one woodpecker that truly caught his attention. Young lad who drilled into his home every night. See the young little pecker was sitting to himself yammering some nonsense under his breath. So the Old fur ball approached him. Why "Why hello their young one" "Who are and what do you want crapface" replied the ill tempered woodpecker. "Why I'm the owner of the root you drill that bright mouth of yours into each day and through the night". "Oh so its you figured you didn't want making any more holes since no one really want me around" commented the woodpecker. "Now what makes you think that" questioned the raccoon. "No one can hear what I am saying or really tries to understand what i need, they just remind me of my problems and remind why i should hate myself." the woodpecker cried. "Well do you even know what it is you need" asked the raccoon. "No i have know idea i just feel the need to express myself, i just want to be able to be me with other people cheering me on and telling me how i fly and what i do is amazing". "Well maybe i could help you " explained the raccoon. "I need a friend as well , for in these times I've grown mighty lonely. So i tell you what my new friend when you wish to express yourself you may use my root all day, and when you just wish to talk these old ears will listen." "Why would you do that for me crapface" wondered the woodpecker. "Simple its not when we have no one around that we feel lonely, it is when we feel that there is no one who we can talk to. Those are the days of true loneliness, and no soul deserves such an experience
You tried to make me hate you but I never could, I tried to make you love me but you never would
Aughughuugghu I can't sleeeeeeep. I did this doodle to calm down. I've been having some real trouble sleeping recently, nightmares mostly. Been super tired.
I can't stop crying. I cry, cry, cry and cry untill my eyes are sore but you're never a bore. So I'll cry till dawn and pray to god on my knees to answer my call. For you, my love. Please, be mine.
time to listen to my music and go on a 3 mile walk between the hours of 11pm and 1am. it's for my emotions