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Why do I feel like I’m becoming something new
Every little thing seemingly changing shape in my view
Even the words on my tongue sound different too
Now like an owl I must question who
I look into the mirror of my soul
Always questioning my self given role
Forgetting that it isn’t my entire sole
Accepting that there is more than one goal
Why have I became entirely anew
Feeling like grass with the morning dew
As my face embraces a calm bright hue
Now like an owl I must declare who
Once again gazing into the mirror of my soul
No longer fearful of taking the reigns of control
Replacing all the pieces that others stole
Finally constructing my being into something whole
I wish I knew your name before you moved away
Before the memories became all fuzzy and gray
Like a discarded VHS tape in rapid decay
Sadly not remembering all the grand times of play
Only a remnant of the final memory was spared
A memory of a memento left sadly uncared
The loss of your parting gift is greatly despaired
For its abrupt loss couldn’t be prepared
I wish I knew your name before you withdrawn
So the memories could be a bright golden dawn
Instead of ancient words of a time now gone
I’ll hold onto the scraps of a memory drawn
Scraps of a memory o red and green
The lost gift you gave was plush pristine
It’s pattern was beautifully serene
I’ll hold onto its memory so keen
Why can’t anyone see the rain clouds
With all my raindrops on the school grounds
Even among the thundering crowds
Not a single umbrella can be found
I always tried to avoid the puddles from the rain
But such attempts have always been in vain
Leaving me to shiver from the cold wet pain
I’ll try to find the sun so I won’t complain
Why can no one see the storm clouds in the sky
With all the water works in my eyes
There was only sunless silver skies
But I would say it was sunny sky blue and lie
I now have more sunny sky blue days
After being freed from the high school grays
I can bask in the warmth of the sun's rays
As I have found manies caring gaze
How could you look me in the eye
And mutter such a grand lie
Without any thinking
Your eyes unblinking
Not caring as you walk away
Having undoubtedly nothing to atone or to say
As I bleed out from all the shame
Inflicted from your blasphemous blame game
How could you look me in the eye
And mutter such a grand lie
While giving your once friendly smile
That has now become toxically vile
Seeing your smile at school used to cut me
It left numerous scars on my heavy hearted body
Now it is a worn down blade to me
As I finally roam ever so free