Lgbt Rant - Blog Posts

Random ass rant about something that just happened to me.

Warning for Possible(?) Transphobia/Enbyphobia

So I was feeling more masc today so I decided to work with some makeup of mine and accentuate some of my features to make it sharper(?) and one of the things I did was give myself the illusion that I had a much bushier mustache(I did have some facial hair but it wasn’t super noticeable imo).

Why is this important? Well, my mom was doing my hair and at some point she went to the bathroom, grabbed a buzz razor(I think it’s what it’s called) and FUCKING SHAVED IT OFF WITHOUT ASKING ME. I was pissed off and she was like, “Well I could see it.” And I legit had to bite my tongue from talking back to her less we get into some stupid argument.

Now I just feel really bad because I realized that no matter what I do, nobody around me is going to see me as anything other than a girl. Like whatever I don’t care that much about being called by my given name but other than that, I feel fucking humiliated.

I wish there was someone, SOMEONE, who wouldn’t care as much about my gender and how I express it as these fuckers around me, especially my entire family.