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Day 1 - 5/12/25
height: 5'7 hw: 125 lw: 112 cw: 119 gw: 110 ugw1: 100 ugw2: 90
I hope to get to my gw asap, but I struggle to restrict and end up grazing. If you guys have any tips PLEASE let me know.
Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-
1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most
2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...
3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^
4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(
5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe
6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!
7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities
8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight
9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.
10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!
I can actually wear the clothes I like when school starts back if I lock in now
Going to chicago next week for a late bday celebration with the bf. Ill really have to restrict this weekend and next week (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
today’s my birthday and all I can’t think about is the food I’m going to have to eat to make others happy. ill have to eat practically nothing the rest of this week.
Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.
The results I expect after one good day:
I am very tired today (/˶•﹏• ˶\)
Hi there
I’ve been skinny for all my life, really. My legs were thin and I had a damn thigh gap back then. Those were the days. I was 45kg (99lbs)
But when I went to high school, something changed. I bought chips every single day for me and my friends to eat them in 7th grade and literally gained 5-7kg (11-15lbs) in one year. Sure, I was still growing, but I hated it.
A few years later and I still gained weight. I have a friend who weighs only a little less than me and she looks amazing.
I’m 56kg (123lbs) and my uwg is 50kg (110lbs).
It’s not much, but enough for me.
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AHHHHH
today i woke up and weighed myself and i was exactly 107, not 107.6 or 107.9 —> 107
and it makes me so happy because i know the next number on the scale will be smaller, even if they’re ounces too
today i have to go to brunch for my mom’s birthday and ive been dreading it because i know they’ll try to make me eat and i can’t lose my progress
please dollz if you have any advice please help me
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i'm actually so tired of all of this FAT hanging off of my body