f@sting at school >> f@sting at home
Credits to the creator (dolliecherie on tt)
This one goes out to all my normal weight/overweight rexies coming from a normal weight rexie herself because this isn’t spoken about enough.
This one goes out to all my normal weight/overweight rexies who believe their illness is never enough; which again coming from a normal weight rexie herself, your illness is no less of an illness just because you aren’t skeletal.
This one goes out to all my normal weight/overweight rexies who have to put up a fight to prove their illness because they don’t have the stereotypical rexie body; once again coming from a normal weight rexie herself.
This one goes out to all my normal weight/overweight rexies who never feel sick enough to recover; once more coming from a normal weight rexie herself.
This one goes out to all my normal weight/overweight rexies who got made a fool out of whenever they opened up about their illness; one last time, coming from a normal weight rexie herself.
I know illnesses shouldn’t be a competition because at the end of the day, anorexia is a deadly disorder no matter what size you are currently at but I decided to make this especially for all the normal weight/overweight rexies because the fact that we aren’t skeletal makes the illness even harder for us to battle.
So reblog if you relate to this or even just if you want to remind someone that their illness is no less of an illness if they don’t fit the stereotype.
Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.
I love you all!
Bro, I finally started losing w3ight again. Guess what....
I. GAINED. IT. ALL. BACK. IN. 2. DAYS.
Today I b!nged very badly, but I exercised like almost all day. I hope it won't be too bad, and I'll count today as a meta day. Scared to step on the scale 🫡🤞
idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it
Some inspo 4 myself
Why it's better to be sk11ny:
⤷ Your period is lighter
⤷ Being intoxicated gets doubled
⤷ Less hunger: Less room = Less desire to fill
⤷ Adorable in any fit; even simple sleepwear
⤷ You feel like the prettiest in the room
⤷ Looking down 💜
⤷ You can feel your organs, and when they aren't being pushed on it feels nice
⤷ You OWN zero sugar, no longer embarrassed by it
⤷ I always get very turned on by the emptiness in my stomach (↑ sex drive!!)
⤷ You're not embarrassed to go in public
⤷ Dieting is how you live. Again: Less embarrassment
⤷ Those comments are validating now, not off-putting and offensive
⤷ It's okay that you can only eat half of your meal.
⤷ Activity is twice as tiring, which makes it twice as rewarding.
⤷ Restriction isn't restrictive. You feel empowered by those numbers.
⤷ The sweetness from fruit is good enough. You no longer want candy or sugar-filled foods. (We don't talk about popsicles LMAO)
⤷ Talking about "it" mostly stops. You and your friends chat about that "fat bitch" now, and it's funny.
⤷ If you don't have friends, Ana has manifested. And you don't need the validation of your "friends".
Keep going. Soon, my love. You will get here. But not if you stop.
Okay so because I b!nged I am gonna start f@sting earlier today - right now. I am gonna go to volleyball later today so I will burn some of it off hopefully. I am just gonna count today as a meta day. 🙏