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✨🌙thirty eating excuses I use🌙✨

✨I’m not hungry 🌙I feel sick ✨I’ll eat when i’m done with {enter activity} 🌙I need to finish homework ✨{enter food} makes me feel sick 🌙I just ate ✨I can’t eat that i’m vegan 🌙Im fasting for a religious reason ✨I feel full from an earlier meal 🌙Im allergic to {insert food} ✨I’m too busy to eat right now 🌙I need to study ✨I ate with friends 🌙My throat hurts ✨Im exhausted. I just need to sleep right now 🌙I’m really stressed right now. I can’t eat when i’m stressed ✨I’m on a low carb diet 🌙I’ll eat when i get home ✨I don’t like the food here 🌙I breakout all over my face if i eat {enter food} ✨I ate way too much last night!.. I must’ve gained 5 pounds.. I’m just taking it easy today 🌙I dont know whats wrong with me today, but everytime i eat i want to puke ✨I have to practice for {enter hobby} My head hurts. I need to lay down 🌙I’m going to eat a big dinner tonight so i’m saving room ✨I’m on a diet and i’ve already met to 1500 calorie limit 🌙I ate so much my last meal. I don’t think i can eat anymore ✨I heard that {insert food} is really bad for you and i’m trying to cut out bad foods 🌙I’m kind of sick of eating {Insert food}. I’ve had it everyday for the past week. ✨Oh no i forgot my money. It’s okay i’ll eat later.

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Some of my favorite dark thinspo.. I’d love to dress like this 😍😍😍 Not my pictures. I don’t take credit… Please… You deserve food. Eat if you feel light headed. Your life is precious.

Stay dark💀 Stay safe 🍃

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Questions I will NOT answer

I have been receiving more and more questions lately, and I guess you may )or may not) have noticed that I am not answering all of them. The reason for that is simple, I do not promote any eating disorders. Just because I run this blog does NOT mean that I encourage or glorify an eating disorder. I have been suffering from an eating disorder for years now and the only way to express myself to feel somewhat better is to create my little space here and reblog/post things that I like, that motivate me or that make me feel somehow better. So, I have been getting questions like: - I am x years old and I weigh x lbs/kgs. How do I lose weight? - How do I starve myself? - How did you lose so much weight? - How can I trick my parents?  - How can I restrict better?  - I weigh x lbs/kgs and I am x inches/cms tall, how much should I weigh? And anything similar to that. I DO NOT want to be responsible for someones struggles and problems. If you want tips, sure, I will give you some, but DO NOT expect me to give you extreme ones (e.g. you should fast for x hours). If you want unhealthy diet plans and fasting tips, then google. 

Otherwise, I am always available for you and I am more than just happy to be able to talk to you guys and help you put as much as I can. ♥ 

Love you and be safe ♥ 

me: I should have some food

stomach: no

thighs: no

wrists: no

ribs: no

cheekbones: no

fingers: no

collarbones: no

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mine✨ please give credit! stay safe loves💕

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💙Quiet workouts💙

Russian twists Squats Wall sits Wall push ups Butterfly kicks Leg lifts Crunches Sit ups Donkey kicks Planks Mountain climbers Knee touches Side v ups Crunch claps Windshield wipers

If you aren’t familiar with these just google it! It’s that simple!🌟

Xx Sami💙

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Sick

I don’t mean to be rude, but I’m so fucking sick of skinny or thin girls telling me my weight doesn’t affect how people see me. My family and my friends all tell me I look fine and that my weight and size doesn’t matter. Well, it fucking matters.

They’ve never had a guy block them because he found out they were fat.

They’ve never had the struggle of not being able to buy a shirt that they love because it isn’t in their size.

They’ve never had the problem of putting a ring on that they got as a present and it doesn’t fit.

They’ve never had people ask them if they ever stop eating.

They’ve never had people tell them to lose weight because ‘they’ll look better.’

They’ve never had someone laugh in their face and tell them their crush would never like them because they’re fat.

I’m just so fucking sick of my thin and skinny friends telling me I look fine. No, I don’t look fine. If I looked fine, I would’ve been happy. I’ll be fine once I’m smaller than all of you.

Trying bc why not?!!

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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all i need 🌙

(I DO NOT SUPPORT EATING DISORDERS, I SUPPORT R3COVERY, JUST NOT IN IT)

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A note about being at your ugw.

I remember the first time I was at my goal weight last winter. I had come home for a break, and weighed myself at home. I saw the number flashing on the screen, and thought “no way, this isn’t real”. When I went to my nanas house for a holiday, I went to the bathroom in her house with a floor to ceiling mirror, and a scale. I stripped, got on the scale, and saw that number again. I turned around and looked in the mirror, and suddenly didn’t understand why I was so shocked. I looked better. I picked my legs up, my arms, covered my boobs with my hands, sucked my non existent belly in, twirled, posed every which way… And then I dressed myself, went back to the dining room, and lied when my uncle said “you look good! You look like you’ve lost weight, you look like you’re about 100 pounds soaking wet!” I replied; “No, I’m about 120”. When I went back to school, I dressed any way I wanted to, I felt so much more confident. But months later, I got too comfortable, and I started eating again.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, I am at my highest weight ever. The hardest part about this is that when you go from your goal weight to your highest, everybody notices. And everybody says something. Everyday I think to myself, “What have I done?”. But I know what I did. And I know what I have to do. Please for the love of god, for the love of whatever you believe in, don’t make this mistake. I’m scared now that when I get back to my goal weight in a couple of months, people will start to wonder what’s causing so much weight flux in my body. Please please please do not make my mistakes. When you get to your goal weight, STAY THERE.

Ps. I’m tagging this way because I know that this post will be found by people this is relevant to.