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I have been receiving more and more questions lately, and I guess you may )or may not) have noticed that I am not answering all of them. The reason for that is simple, I do not promote any eating disorders. Just because I run this blog does NOT mean that I encourage or glorify an eating disorder. I have been suffering from an eating disorder for years now and the only way to express myself to feel somewhat better is to create my little space here and reblog/post things that I like, that motivate me or that make me feel somehow better. So, I have been getting questions like: - I am x years old and I weigh x lbs/kgs. How do I lose weight? - How do I starve myself? - How did you lose so much weight? - How can I trick my parents? - How can I restrict better? - I weigh x lbs/kgs and I am x inches/cms tall, how much should I weigh? And anything similar to that. I DO NOT want to be responsible for someones struggles and problems. If you want tips, sure, I will give you some, but DO NOT expect me to give you extreme ones (e.g. you should fast for x hours). If you want unhealthy diet plans and fasting tips, then google.
Otherwise, I am always available for you and I am more than just happy to be able to talk to you guys and help you put as much as I can. ♥
Love you and be safe ♥
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To the Bone (2017) dir. Marti Noxon
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✨I’m not hungry 🌙I feel sick ✨I’ll eat when i’m done with {enter activity} 🌙I need to finish homework ✨{enter food} makes me feel sick 🌙I just ate ✨I can’t eat that i’m vegan 🌙Im fasting for a religious reason ✨I feel full from an earlier meal 🌙Im allergic to {insert food} ✨I’m too busy to eat right now 🌙I need to study ✨I ate with friends 🌙My throat hurts ✨Im exhausted. I just need to sleep right now 🌙I’m really stressed right now. I can’t eat when i’m stressed ✨I’m on a low carb diet 🌙I’ll eat when i get home ✨I don’t like the food here 🌙I breakout all over my face if i eat {enter food} ✨I ate way too much last night!.. I must’ve gained 5 pounds.. I’m just taking it easy today 🌙I dont know whats wrong with me today, but everytime i eat i want to puke ✨I have to practice for {enter hobby} My head hurts. I need to lay down 🌙I’m going to eat a big dinner tonight so i’m saving room ✨I’m on a diet and i’ve already met to 1500 calorie limit 🌙I ate so much my last meal. I don’t think i can eat anymore ✨I heard that {insert food} is really bad for you and i’m trying to cut out bad foods 🌙I’m kind of sick of eating {Insert food}. I’ve had it everyday for the past week. ✨Oh no i forgot my money. It’s okay i’ll eat later.
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I don’t mean to be rude, but I’m so fucking sick of skinny or thin girls telling me my weight doesn’t affect how people see me. My family and my friends all tell me I look fine and that my weight and size doesn’t matter. Well, it fucking matters.
They’ve never had a guy block them because he found out they were fat.
They’ve never had the struggle of not being able to buy a shirt that they love because it isn’t in their size.
They’ve never had the problem of putting a ring on that they got as a present and it doesn’t fit.
They’ve never had people ask them if they ever stop eating.
They’ve never had people tell them to lose weight because ‘they’ll look better.’
They’ve never had someone laugh in their face and tell them their crush would never like them because they’re fat.
I’m just so fucking sick of my thin and skinny friends telling me I look fine. No, I don’t look fine. If I looked fine, I would’ve been happy. I’ll be fine once I’m smaller than all of you.
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I’m sorry you’re here, I’m sorry you had to read this, I’m sorry you’re doing this to yourself, I’m sorry that girl called you fat in year 6, or your dad told you you needed to lose weight when you were 10, I’m sorry you felt their stares like knifes in your back, or you cried in the toilets alone at lunch, I’m sorry you had to deal with that shit you haven’t told anyone about, or you’re still affected by the trauma no one else understands, I’m sorry you feel lonely, or empty inside, Im sorry you stay awake all night, or spend the day waiting for it to end, I’m sorry your life didn’t turn out as planned, or you feel it’s not worth living anymore. If there’s one thing my abuser did, it was make me say sorry for shit I didn’t do, I know I didn’t do any of these things to you, but I’m just so fucking sorry.
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🎀 50 jumping jacks (star jumps) 👑 2 minutes running in place 🌺 15 pushups 👗 2 minutes running in place ✨ 40 squats 👙 1 minute running in place 🍀 25 jumping jacks 💐 1 minute running in place 🍁 10 pushups 🌹 1 minute running in place 🌼 20 squats 🍂 1 minute running in place 🌷 1 minute plank 🍃 1 minute mountain climbers
My go-to workout, especially after binging. I can do this in my room without anyone noticing even when my whole family is in the house.
Doing this twice daily will burn about 3.5 lbs a week, and it only takes around 15 minutes.
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don’t worry! you will reach your ultimate goal weight. everyone messes up sometimes. just hold on. picture what you want yourself to look like in 2 months; doesn’t this motivate you? you got this. i believe in you.
Trying bc why not?!!
reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
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my sister, who has always been A LOT thinner than me, lent me her bikini to go swimming because i forgot mine at home and she’s on her period. it was too big for me. nothing was more satisfying than the way she looked at me with her eyes filled with jealousy. it works guys. starving, restricting hurts but it does work. this is no lies, you’ll get there. don’t give up and you’ll achieve your goal, you’ll be the skinniest bitch they’ve ever seen.
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Guess who’s mom just called them fat?? That’s right :))))) I want to fucking die. I’m just gonna fast for the rest of the week.
📗📚is my emoji theme this month (even tho this month is almost done lol)
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