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my reasons to lose weight:

🍯 to look good in any clothes

🥀 to rock any hairstyle/cut

🍯 to take a bath without hating my body

🥀 to take cute selfies from any angle

🍯 to be the one who sits on other people’s laps

🥀 for people to make nice skinny jokes instead of cruel fat ones

🍯 to be easily picked up by people

🥀 to be able to say my weight out loud without fear

🍯 to look cute and quirky when eating a treat instead of sad

🥀 for people to be jealous and ask how i did it

🍯 for all the proud comments and stares

🥀 to undress easily in changing rooms/sleepovers etc

🍯 to look good in cute underwear and lingerie

🥀 to rock any kind of clothing style and not try as hard to be fashionable

🍯 to feel more confident at the gym

🥀 not to feel as guilty if i treat myself sometimes

🍯 to show off my collarbone and jawline in pictures

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I’m sorry you’re here, I’m sorry you had to read this, I’m sorry you’re doing this to yourself, I’m sorry that girl called you fat in year 6, or your dad told you you needed to lose weight when you were 10, I’m sorry you felt their stares like knifes in your back, or you cried in the toilets alone at lunch, I’m sorry you had to deal with that shit you haven’t told anyone about, or you’re still affected by the trauma no one else understands, I’m sorry you feel lonely, or empty inside, Im sorry you stay awake all night, or spend the day waiting for it to end, I’m sorry your life didn’t turn out as planned, or you feel it’s not worth living anymore. If there’s one thing my abuser did, it was make me say sorry for shit I didn’t do, I know I didn’t do any of these things to you, but I’m just so fucking sorry.

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Don’t stop until you’re proud.

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Some of my favorite dark thinspo.. I’d love to dress like this 😍😍😍 Not my pictures. I don’t take credit… Please… You deserve food. Eat if you feel light headed. Your life is precious.

Stay dark💀 Stay safe 🍃

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Reminder👽🥀

-Look cute in baggy clothes

REASONS TO BE SKINNY reblog and continue

- Thigh Gap

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Tips (that work) To Avoid Binging 🍓

1. grab a notebook. write down EVERYTHING you want to binge on. then add up all the calories. stare at that disgusting number for a while, do you really wanna eat that…?

2. pick the foods you want to binge on. one by one, look up every ingredient in the foods. this will not only take up time, it will show you how many gross and creepy things go into what you want to eat….

3. destroy the food. candy? take it out of the wrapper, pour gross condiments on it. pizza? fold it in half and squeeze. do you see all the grease??!? EW. want to eat meat? look up videos of slaughter houses….I promise you’ll put the carcass down. do this until thinking about eating makes you sick.

4. stay out of the house. take an hour long walk. avoid the fridge at all costs. you can literally avoid eating all day, just by staying out of the house.

5. take a damn nap. this one is SO underrated. sleep helps you lose weight, and is great for taking up time (also naps are great lol).

These are what work best for me, hope they help you as well! Stay safe everyone.

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august rules

these are the rules i’ll be following throughout the month of august to get my body and mind in really good shape before school starts!

1. wake up at 9am latest everyday.

2. mini-workout before shower.

3. 500 MAX daily calorie limit

4. NO JUNK. NO CARBS. only fruit, veggies & lean meats

5. drink 2-3L of water everyday

6. study study study!! at least 3 hours everyday

7. watch educational videos & podcasts everyday

8. eat only between 12pm and 7pm.

9. try to fast at least one day a week

10. face masks 3 times a week

11. grow nails & hair out

12. at least one cup of green tea per day

13. always take vitamins

14. mini-workout before bed

15. bedtime 11pm latest