Physical Media... Physical Media... Save Me Physical Media!!!!

the way im genuinely thinking about just not going to the 2 next days of exams, but I know I'll regret not going more than going like I don't have the energy to study for them, or to do them, but i prefer burning myself out, than not trying

im just so tired

I decide, vent season is over, now we make life whimsical and we are happy because AHHHHHH

my phone breaking is definetly a sign for me to do no phone summer i swear TT

the things I've to do today

{-} add chap 1-3 bio on anki

{ } read and highlight the chapters

{ } read the activities in each chapter and make a mind map for each

{ } download the shows and movies my mother asked me to :/ (a lot of them) (2/8)

I have so much crap to do but all I want to do is draw sambucky and read ao3 fics

I hate life lmfao

okay so there's my favorite french book (it's kinda cliché gang romance lmao) that I read back when it was on wattpad (it's The Devil's Sons by Chloe Wallerand), now it's a published book!!!

and the song 'bloodline' by Alex Warren made me think of it again!!

"the devil's sons" follow Avalone and basically she gonna end up joining a norse pagan gang (the author of the book is pagan!!) and it's really found family and everything and i remember loving it so much!!!

it's a serie and i remember that on one of the later book we see my favorite character for the first time and the fact is, the book saved my life

Now I'm just thinking about the fact that I need to find the physical books one day as a way to give my 15yo self what they wanted, and to honor the fact that fuck I'm alive ??

Anyway I'm getting so nostalgic over this books like i don't even know if they were that good; but I miss my family you know?

I've exams on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday (May 26th-28th)

and then in mid June (13th) and early July (2nd)

Monday is just one but it's a presentation at 8:30am and I'm not ready at all for it

Tuesday is 3 exams, there's the english exam that's gonna be easy, there's history/geography and well I'm not ready, and physic/chemestry/biology/maths this one I think I can do fine

Wednesday is spanish and philosophy and this one is gonna just be the death of me because I don't know ANYTHING at all about it and my spanish got bad after not using it for 2 years

Anyway I don't know how im supposed to go about that

"I enjoy getting presents from strange men." Horror Character Appreciation - Lesley Ann Warren as Miss Scarlet in Clue (1985) dir. Jonathan Lynn

Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

Can't stop thinking about The Contract