I Have So Much Crap To Do But All I Want To Do Is Draw Sambucky And Read Ao3 Fics

the wish to date a boy, but knowing they'd see me as a girl <<<<<<

"I enjoy getting presents from strange men." Horror Character Appreciation - Lesley Ann Warren as Miss Scarlet in Clue (1985) dir. Jonathan Lynn

wanna do a no phone summer but I should probably find stuff to do that isnt scrolling on my phone before that TT

realizing how many times my bestfriend failed to invite me to stuff because 'I forgot to tell you' 'I didn't think you'd want to come' or just not even realizing that I'm sad they didn't invite me even if I tell them makes me think that maybe I'm the only one really caring at this point

physical media... physical media... save me physical media!!!!

dudeeee sam wilson is my fuckin captain america, man. what a legend. love him.

while retaking the year I'm taking a new subject (because one of the one I had last year was HORRIBLE for me), so basically I'm taking biology (but like it's harder because it's a specialty thing, anyway not the time to explain french school system)

the thing is in 10th grade I didn't study my biology at all because I didn't care, but I'll need the knowledge now. So I took my 10th grade lesson and now I've to study :(

the things I've to do today

{-} add chap 1-3 bio on anki

{ } read and highlight the chapters

{ } read the activities in each chapter and make a mind map for each

{ } download the shows and movies my mother asked me to :/ (a lot of them) (2/8)

never realized how much internalized transphobia I've until I started thinking that I may be transmasc and not just genderfluid

that's so weird to be honest, the way being genderfluid is kind of, a 'safety' for me, I'm scared to accept that im transmac, and I'm scared of everything it'd change?

my family's watching french news about israel-iran, and i think im gonna yell and cry if i hear one more far-right narrative. wdym the news just said "israel aint comiting a genocide against gaza", "everyone decide to invent and create a narrative against israel" "[french left wing political party] is manipulating their way to create a narrative against israel"