Wanna Do A No Phone Summer But I Should Probably Find Stuff To Do That Isnt Scrolling On My Phone Before

not my blog looking like im gonna join NCT

Can't stop thinking about The Contract

while retaking the year I'm taking a new subject (because one of the one I had last year was HORRIBLE for me), so basically I'm taking biology (but like it's harder because it's a specialty thing, anyway not the time to explain french school system)

the thing is in 10th grade I didn't study my biology at all because I didn't care, but I'll need the knowledge now. So I took my 10th grade lesson and now I've to study :(

i just shotgun a monster energy and okay that's actually kinda fun (weird way to give dopamine) BUT it also is frustrating because I love drinking my monster and all but in this case it's over in like 30sec :(

IK IT'S THE GOAL BUT STILL

I want to smoke

my family's watching french news about israel-iran, and i think im gonna yell and cry if i hear one more far-right narrative. wdym the news just said "israel aint comiting a genocide against gaza", "everyone decide to invent and create a narrative against israel" "[french left wing political party] is manipulating their way to create a narrative against israel"

Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

dudeeee sam wilson is my fuckin captain america, man. what a legend. love him.

my phone breaking is definetly a sign for me to do no phone summer i swear TT

never realized how much internalized transphobia I've until I started thinking that I may be transmasc and not just genderfluid

that's so weird to be honest, the way being genderfluid is kind of, a 'safety' for me, I'm scared to accept that im transmac, and I'm scared of everything it'd change?