Knowing That Trans Women Of Color Started The Movement In The United States And Were Literally Immediately

You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison

okay so there's my favorite french book (it's kinda cliché gang romance lmao) that I read back when it was on wattpad (it's The Devil's Sons by Chloe Wallerand), now it's a published book!!!

and the song 'bloodline' by Alex Warren made me think of it again!!

"the devil's sons" follow Avalone and basically she gonna end up joining a norse pagan gang (the author of the book is pagan!!) and it's really found family and everything and i remember loving it so much!!!

it's a serie and i remember that on one of the later book we see my favorite character for the first time and the fact is, the book saved my life

Now I'm just thinking about the fact that I need to find the physical books one day as a way to give my 15yo self what they wanted, and to honor the fact that fuck I'm alive ??

Anyway I'm getting so nostalgic over this books like i don't even know if they were that good; but I miss my family you know?

im so tired of gender i don't understand I'm so lost I don't know who I am anymore

I have so much crap to do but all I want to do is draw sambucky and read ao3 fics

I hate life lmfao

just watched an american werewolf in London, and I think I need to rethink my life and touch grass because what the fuck did I just watch??

i mean I know I said no at many different stuff and all but because I said no once it doesn't mean no for everything?? especially over 3 years???

I've to walk 45min downtown when they have time and want to see me, but when I ask if they want to come to my house one time to watch a movie they 'don't feel comfy, don't like my house' while they never came??

When they were alone for Halloween and I forced myself to go there even if i was exhausted and go at their house even if i was so anxious I thought I was gonna faint??

Why does it always feels like I'm the one doing most of the friendship....

realizing how many times my bestfriend failed to invite me to stuff because 'I forgot to tell you' 'I didn't think you'd want to come' or just not even realizing that I'm sad they didn't invite me even if I tell them makes me think that maybe I'm the only one really caring at this point

Can't stop thinking about The Contract

my phone breaking is definetly a sign for me to do no phone summer i swear TT

my family's watching french news about israel-iran, and i think im gonna yell and cry if i hear one more far-right narrative. wdym the news just said "israel aint comiting a genocide against gaza", "everyone decide to invent and create a narrative against israel" "[french left wing political party] is manipulating their way to create a narrative against israel"

the wish to date a boy, but knowing they'd see me as a girl <<<<<<