There Is No Desire Without Fear.

My neuroscience and philosophy professor abused mt paper I got an 80 and his starting line was “There is much to be desired…” in regards to the to the introduction

Oh sweet grumpy man Please have mercy

Being a stupid impractical moron means never understanding how and why others think of you as stupid and childish. What’s your Problem why must I think like you Why must I worry myself with the materialistic affairs and ambitions you concern yourself with? Sometimes I think This is simply who I am and feel conviction in my desires and outlook on things but then I feel as though I should cower before others. Practical minded people are so Bad and Mean to me You’re all judgemental and hurtful I hope you feel sad for hurting a sweet creature like me. Shame on you!

Assumptions on me

Brain : smooth

Activity: negligible

Perpetually discontent because I long for intimacy but I also don’t want others to impose themselves in my space. Don’t act as though we’re close, don’t insert yourself in everything I think or do, don’t take what’s mine. What I like is mine and you’re not allowed to waltz in and treat it as if it’s your own. I feel this about the things I like learning about. It’s mine, find another subject.

Never kill yourself sometimes you have to have a conversation with someone and learn something and share your thoughts life is worth living There is more for us in the world of ideas Run keep running go

The pattern persists and I see it playing Out how will it all end Will I save myself Is there something else for me

Your Will shall decide your Destiny

My first love will always be physics

Neeed to derive centripetal force. and derive the Lorentz factor Again

Ordered a linear algebra text book. Came today. Very pleased. Flipped through it and frowned. What is this! I plan to read through it a bit before classes start this fall because I’m taking diff eq and linear algebra and I am quite unfamiliar with linear algebra