I Don't Think You Understand When I Say You Broke My Heart. No, No, No. You Took A Hammer To My Heart
I don't think you understand when I say you broke my heart. No, no, no. You took a hammer to my heart and ground it into dust, until the only thing left was for the wind to blow it away. I don't believe in love anymore. There's no truth in that statement. "I loved a boy who didn't love me back" sounds tragic. But "I loved a boy who pretended to love me back" is even worse. Tears were wasted on an empty corpse, walking through the streets, telling me I'm beautiful, that I'm funny, that any guy would be lucky to have me. You say you keep your distance from people, but I think it's more of the fact that you don't want to rely on anyone when you're in trouble. You don't want your heart to hurt when someone dies. You don't want your thoughts to race when you don't know where she is or if she's safe. You'd rather pretend that everything's okay and then wait for the explosion. But while debris is raining down and blood is staining your clothes and the only sounds you hear are screams and the ringing in your ears, you'll still be able to smile. Because you didn't give a fuck about the victim. "Victim? I didn't even know her name..."
Melissa Rose
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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
SING IT SUGA SING IT😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
IM SORRY for not posting yesterday 😢
So I've been super super anxious lately. Started a new job, went back to school after summer break. And now I'm not eating. Less in a purposeful way, but more in a im not hungry and I don't know what to do about it way. I need help. But I have no idea what to do. I can't go to inpatient hospitalization because I'll probably lose my job. And I can't miss school. But everything is getting so difficult. And I'm so lost and so confused. If you have any advice, please share. I could really use it.
I can contort my body into a thousand positions. But none of them feel the same way I felt when you held me in your arms at night.
Melissa Rose
Favourite moments ♥ // Let’s Dance: History
WHAT A RELIEF THAT:
Namjoon didn’t go solo
Jin ignored SM’s street-cast
Yoongi saw BH’s flyer
Hobi didn’t quit
Jimin made it to the lineup
Taehyung went with his friend to the audition
Jungkook saw Namjoon and decided to join BigHit
BTS never gave up
WHAT A RELIEF THEY ARE 7, THAT THEY ARE TOGETHER
AND THAT THEY GOT EACH OTHER
Cr text twt post: https://twitter.com/3shells1991/status/1074110966269243393
Apparently, Yoongi’s always drunk.
I'm tired of waking up and wondering, "What's gonna hurt today?" I'm tired of them saying, "You're only 22, this shouldn't be happening!" But I am 22. And this is happening. I'm tired of complaining to my friends and having them hear the same sad story every time. I'm tired of being in too much pain or too sick from painkillers to do my job at work. I'm tired of chaining myself every night to a heating pad and ice packs. Soaking in Epsom salts, bathing in lidocaine, surviving in braces and bandages. When you're too tired to work out, too tired to stand up, too tired to keep your eyes open and each and everyday the alarm goes off and you dread being anywhere but your bed because at least there is no pain there. When you decide which brace goes on which knee based on the pain you're feeling and then end up changing it halfway through the day because now the other knee is hurting. When you have to decide which body parts need to be wrapped in tape and which need a hot patch. There is no longer a definition of fun when everyday you fight back tears that shouldn't even be there because "You're 22 and this shouldn't be happening!" But I am 22. And this is happening.
Melissa Rose "Burning Bridges While I'm On Them"
I binged today and now I feel so gross. I'm so full that I feel sick. 🤢
I write my own poetry and fiction novels! I also love K-Pop, dancing, anime and sleeping 💙
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