I think I realized the ending of my story ten years ago when I sat in my room and cried over a lost soul and was never comforted. When the pain in my body became physical along with mental. When my empathy took control but stepped back at every possible moment. Who's to say we lead our own lives? When twisting bones and shattered minds get treated as though something were right instead of wrong. When doctors don't take a second glance at your pain or your suffering.
Melissa Rose
109.2
9 pounds away from goal weight.
50 sit-ups just because I had a slice of cake today.
I hate myself.
SING IT SUGA SING IT😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
IM SORRY for not posting yesterday 😢
THE INCREDIBLE BODY ROLLS AT MIC DROP REMIX
TAEHYUNG SHOWING HIS BACK
JUNGKOOK FLOATING IN THE AIR
JIMIN AND JHOPE’S DANCES
THAT KEPT GETTING NOTHING BUT BETTER THROUGH THE YEARS
THE LEGENDARY STAGE WHERE JIMIN RIPPED HIS SHIRT
MAMA IS V BEING AT THE TOILET AND RUNNING TO SEE GALLANT (little does he know in the future gallant will cover his song Singularity)
MAMA IS ALSO V RUNNING FROM THE TOILET TO SEE JOHN LEGEND (Little does he know he will not only meet him later but sign his love yourself album to him)
MAMA IS WHEN WE REALIZED JUNGKOOK HAS A BIG HEART
MAMA IS THE INTERACTIONS BEWTWEEN THE ARTISTS
THE SHOCKED FACES OF A FIRST WIN
MAMA IS THE TEARS OF HARDSHIPS
MAMA IS THE TEARS OF JOY
MAMA IS THE EMOTIONS OF A UNITED TEAM …
GETTING TOGETHER FOR A HUG TO CELEBRATE A WIN
MAMA IS EVERY MEMBER OF BTS GIVING HIS ALL FOR A PERFECT STAGE THAT WILL BECOME A WONDROUS MEMORY. MAMA IS THIS AND MORE.
I thought for a while that maybe I could not handle being hurt again. That maybe my shattered heart would crack just one more time. But when in my deepest throws of sorrow, I remember that there cannot possibly be anything worse than what I've already gone through. That life has handed me the shortest stick in the pile that you cannot even use it as a matchstick. But maybe I'm okay with that. Maybe I need to lose grasp of that stick and let it fly away in the wind, like the ashes of a loved one or a dandelion for a wish. Maybe when you stop defining your life by limitations you will see that there are endless possibilities.
Melissa Rose
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It's a systematic shutdown. You will fail that test. You have no memory. You will forget that speech. Forget how to get to work. And when finally there, you will break down harder than you have ever imagined. Why are my hands shaking when my mind is so still? How can I peel back each layer of skin on my fingertips and still see God? My ghost is very gifted. However, I am not. Let me sink into this chair, the floor, the bed. Whatever holds me still and forget I ever had a name, even something as trivial as a life. When moss grows on trees people do not remark on its tentativeness, it's parasitic nature. It's ugly color. They say 'this shows me the way and covers the dead trees in life'. So when I'm screaming louder than my lungs have ever screamed and my fists make contact with my head, there is no loudness in my heart. My heart wants to die like the rest of me. But my mind hovers over my body like Brutus over Caesar and triumphs in its take over. The lion once waiting with bated breath, now cowers in hopes that maybe death will be kind and sweet. But I am now being lowered into the ground. Finding that glorious cage of health and happiness. It slips away from me every once and awhile. It hides itself, in hopes of teaching me a lesson. But this time, I'm not sure if we'll ever see each other again.
Melissa Rose
me at family gatherings
Can we just talk about this lovely relationship that is YOONSEOK.
We have Min Yoongi AKA SUGA “i don’t give a shit, I dont give a fuck” who is so damn soft for Hoseok it’s not even funny. Okae so yes, Yoongi is far from an apathetic or uncaring person (he’s secretly a cheeseball) but he is straight forward, maybe even rather brash sometimes. Yoongi is a softie for his dongsaengs, and it’s really pretty obvious.
I could seriously go on a rant about Yoongi really, but let’s bring it back to the main point.
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