Type shit I be doing after attempting yet again
I stand here, wrecked by my own hands, caught between the person I was and the one I’m forced to be. God’s gaze is cold, distant. I wasn’t made for this, this body, this life. None of it feels real. It’s a cage I didn’t ask for, a skin that never belonged to me. I look at myself, but I don’t recognize the person staring back. My face, my eyes, hollow and empty. I wonder if God makes mistakes or if I’m just part of some cruel design. A soul condemned before it had a chance.
Everything feels wrong, and yet, nothing feels real enough to care. My body is a prison, a place I don’t belong. I scream inside for someone to hear, but there’s only silence, like I’m trapped in a place that won’t let me go.
I pray, but I don’t believe. I’m not worthy of mercy. I never asked for this life, and yet here I am, broken, rotting under the weight of something I never chose. And still, I keep going, dragging myself through the motions, because what else can I do?
But the truth is, I don’t think I was meant to be. This flesh, this life, it was never mine to control, never mine to fix. I was never meant to be whole, and maybe I never will be.
PLS DO I LOVE SEEING PPL’S SHRINES
. ݁₊ 🦢 . ݁˖
Let me introduce you my small shrine of David, which is composed of him and only him…
I love him sm, I can’t wait to get more magazines and posters ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ . He’s my favorite musician ever, I really hope to see him again and I’m praying to meet him ughhh…
Unfinished animation that I also posted on insta
─── 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈
─── 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆.
Yesterday I got the chance to see Dieth, specially to see David. It was such a thrilling moment for me and had an awesome time in the crowd! Hopefully I’ll see him again next year if there’s another tour and they decide to pass by.
─── 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒉.
Patch
Pin
Shirt
CD signed by all members
Guilherme's (guitar and vocals) pick
David's stage used strings