Me Clinging To Soulsborne Games In My Time Of Need...Yes, Dying Repeatedly To The Same Bosses Will Be

I wish my insurance covered this... One could even say I'm yearni—

getting my yearning surgically removed tomorrow

Welcome to the bog, fiends ₊˚⊹⋆·. ݁ 𖥔 ݁ ˖๋ ࣭ ⭑₊

My name is Toast, but I also answer to Justan. I'm one of those he/him transgenders and if there's one thing about me it's

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♡ I love all sorts of bl: my favorite one is Kinnporsche and it has been for a while

ᝰ I'm super passionate about playing my alto sax David; I love him very much

♪ big fan of music in general but my favorite genre is 90's rock and my favorite bands are Nirvana, Weezer, the Cranberries, Sebadoh, and Pavement + plus not bands but I love Jonathan Coulton and David Bowie's music sm (the latter of course is my saxophone's namesake)

☀︎ I mess with soulsborne games, especially ds1, ds3, and bloodborne even though I'm not good at any of them

𓅓 I'm learning German currently aber I only know ein bisschen iykwim but I'd love to have someone to talk to in German and appropriate messages from anyone are always welcome

𓂃✍︎ I love reading and writing and I pretty much exclusively write filthy filthy nasty dirty homoerotic fanfiction for my otps Vegaspete from Kinnporsche and Narumitsu from Ace Attorney (my ao3 is Toasty_boy)

All people except bigots of any kind are welcome to interact . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁₊˚⊹

how it feels to stop tossing and turning and get up to piss

It will never not hurt to hear your close friends talk about men like they're the scum of the earth, like they know every man. And when you give them the look, like "what about me" they say "oh of course I didn't mean you". Of course they didn't.

Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.

You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".

I just wanna see the fags kiss already wth

editing is just you vs. past-you in a duel of questionable comma placement and emotional instability

It's yearning season again...time to yearn

They don't call them crab rangoons for nothing. I mean look at their wanton little bodies, their crispy skin, their sweet, creamy interiors...and when the oil covers your fingers and you're left with nothing but that taste in your mouth, the blend of savory crab, the tang of chives, and the cream cheese, the importance of which simply cannot be overstated...Fuuuuuuuck

What if he's afraid of the dark. What then

i looooove being alone at home until it gets dark and I realize I forgot to leave any of the lights on down stairs . like what if there’s a guy down there.