Tydr2gun - Tyler Smiler

Trying to stay on top of it during my senior year of my degree... my desk feels cluttered but cozy and I'm here for it 📚

🎧 Dark Red - Steve Lacy

I'm tired of being nice to ppl who use me.

So I'm not going to be.

{{bitch mode activated}}

summer is ending, finally.

We generate fears while we do nothing. I'd rather study.

I love you people going into "useless" fields I love you classics majors I love you cultural studies majors I love you comparative literature majors I love you film studies majors I love you near eastern religions majors I love you Greek, Latin, and Hebrew majors I love you ethnic studies I love you people going into any and all small field that isn't considered lucrative in our rotting capitalist society please never stop keeping the sacred flame of knowledge for the sake of knowledge and understanding humanity and not merely for the sake of money alive

30-10-2023 → 1-11-2023

as october ends and the final month of struggle (so far 😆) begins it finally started feeling properly like autumn.

I think I'll never be prepared enough so I'll just have to give it my best shot

You are not “wasting your potential” because you took a break, or because you’re exhausted, sick or because you are struggling to find purpose. Please, take some time off, take care of yourself, listen to the needs of your body and your mind. Do the things you want to do to make you happy and fulfilled, not what others think you should, not what’s more successful in their minds. You aren’t wasting your life, nor wasting your potential. You are still deciding how to live it, what is the purpose of it, and you will find motivation to fight for what you want when you figure yourself out, but please take your time and don’t listen to the pressure of people around you to comfort to their expectations of success.