Tyleno1

Love letter from 1913 that opens up to form an art gallery.

i will not allow obsession to alter the way i behave [<- lying]

next week at the grammys i wanna see someone throw a chair at justin bieber. ive had a taste of award show violence and i fear i now crave it

The fact that people are astonished that spoonies have bad experiences with doctors and that doctors can be ableist makes my heart hurt seeing how privileged they are with their health to not see the ugly side of health care. 

im just spilling this to the void. i had a tonic clonic seizure day. i hate my friends i hate my doctors i hate everyone who doesn’t take me seriously i hate my body i hate this i hate this i hate this. scariest fucking thing ever

got my kidney results back. i have nephrotic syndrome! doctors r arguing the cause. some r saying lupus podocytopathy. some r saying minimal change disease. some r saying class V lupus nephritis. treatment is the same regardless of what it is (STEROIDS my worst fear). But i hope my nephrologist says it’s just due to the systemic lupus erythematous. pls pls pls pls