atomiccgoth

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Witches garden

Very very rare

Stick and poke I just finished on myself. By far the biggest piece I've done. Really happy with the result!

Cutest titty tattoo ❤️‍🔥

Tattoo artist Will who gives his boyfriend tattoos when he's bored

Crazy Realistic Statue Piece

Stigmata Tattoo

My version of the strip in Fallout New Vegas.

It is actually used as a poster in the Fallout Miami mod.

making some fnv companion charms involving cute little plushies so i thought id give you guys a small itsy bitsy teeny sneak peek bc im super excited about them and really like how theyre turning out so far <3

Fallout in ✨Colour✨

{Fallout 3}

{Fallout New Vegas}

{Fallout 4}

{Fallout 76}

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A Kawaii pink version of fallouts please stand by

Chin up. I know the night just got a little darker, but it won't last forever.

Happy Valentine's day!

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it has gotten better before

and it will again ☆

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reading fanfic abt yourself as a fictive:

I literally 😂 Jesus thank you for the validation

One of the less noticeable but very annoying signs of DID in us is the Sudden Opinion Change.

In minor instances I can go from loving a video game and then having no interest in it and often no memory of how I felt playing it the next day.

In more common and problematic instances, it's yearning for a person and then absolutely despising them 3 hours later without interacting with them at all.

this image is sooo system coded

pens scared me as a kid. a pencil that you cant erase? thats fucked up shit to do to a kid man

Healing & Emotional Work Masterlist✨

these are all individual posts that I have written about my own journey with healing from an abusive childhood✨

Resources & Coping Skills✨

How To Find The Right Therapist For You

How To Stay Organized & Make Your Appointments Through Dissociation Fogs

Recognizing Abuse: Emotional Takeovers 

Recognizing Abuse: Parentification

Recognizing Abuse: Triangulation

Redefining respect after abuse

How to recognize when you need to set a boundary

Sexual boundaries & things to know before getting into a relationship

Love vs obsession

Coping with overwhelming feelings, flashbacks, & memories 

Healthy Coping Skills & Activities for Releasing Anger & Other Negative Emotions 

Understanding grounding & dissociation on a deeper level

how to actually feel ur feelings 

how to tolerate being alone with your thoughts

when showering & hygiene is too hard

how to set better goals

What the heck is emotional work?✨

Healthier ways to communicate

The root of all healing work (tldr it's ur childhood 🎉)

Attachment theory healing (codependency, enmeshment, & BPD FP attachment)

Attachment & abandonment wounds (BPD FP)

In order to heal you must grieve

What is "inner child healing"?

How to be kinder with yourself

Unlearn what they taught you

Reframe your anger

Reframe the process of moving on

Focus on what you can control

Affirmations & things you need to hear (just trust me)✨

affirmations for reclaiming your voice around authority figures

affirmations for RSD

affirmations for feeling ur feelings

affirmations for healing codependency & attachment (BPD FP)

things I wish I knew before I started healing

things your inner child needs to hear

you are normal

slow down and take a deep breath

you can move now. you are safe.

yes it was that bad

you need to hear this (trust me)

How to start healing? Start with the truth✨

the very first hard reality you need to face 

the second hard reality that's gonna hit you like a train 

the third and worst hard reality there is

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Looking forward to updating the list as we grow 🪴

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Rant

Just had an entire mental breakdon trying to figure out is Dissociative Amnesia was the same as Repressed Memories cause apparently repressed memories isnt a thing which sent me through a spiral because i thought i had repressed memories for me to find one fucking DSM article that says 'oh yeah Disociative Amnesia is basically repressed memories innit?'

IM GOING TO FUCKING LOOSE IT

REFERRING TO YOURSELF AS I DURING SELF TALK ISNT NORMAL!?! Huh

sorry babe i can’t come over. i’m arguing with the voices in my head about whether or not they exist again

I have a part who’s only line of communication is to say “I love you”. Its often accompanied by a feeling of comfort and warmth. Usually they use the body to say this when we are alone at home. Very rarely will they speak within the mind and its usually if someone is panicking and speaking with the body is unavailable. I really adore this part and the self love they bring to the system.