dysfunctjon

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What is wrong with me why do I engulf everything and make it miserable why am I just the worst Fuckifn person on the planet

I want to talk about how bad I’m struggling. I want help. I want to vent to my friends. I want to vent to people closest to me. But I am so scared and I am so guilty and ashamed. I can’t wait to blow my fucking head off

Somebody please fucking help me I can’t take this anymore

I can’t do this anymore I can’t fucking do it anymore

I don’t have anybody

I want to relapse over and over and over again I don’t know why I don’t I just want to fucking die

Shit doesn’t get better I’m so sick of everyone telling me that my life is genuinely horrible I need to die oh my fucking god I’m so angry at myself I just want to fucking die

I need help so bad please god I can’t do it I cannot describe how in pain I am all of the time I can’t fucking do it

I genuinely have never hated myself more than I do now nothing makes me feel better anymore I am just rotten

I hate myself I hate myself beyond comprehension I genuinely just fucking hate myself I can’t do it I am nothing and nobody anymore

J don’t even like dressing up anymore

I want to sleep and never wake up again

I genuinely need to die

Please fucking help me

I can’t stop screaming for help god help me PLEse

Where do I go who do I go to fuck this shit

I don’t have anybody i. don’t have anyone I am freaking out I just want to be left alone

It’s gotten sk bad I can’t even cry for help from tumblr anons oh my god I can’t take this anymore

I need friends I need help I just need somebody I am drowning

I can’t keep being alive I can’t keep doing this over and over again I just fucking can’t

I can’t keep doing this

I want to die so bad fuck

I can’t even vent correctly because I am paranoid

I will be rid of the world. I will be erased, eradicates, removed, and forgotten about. Everything I’ve done would’ve been for nothing, but I think it is suitable karma for wasting other people’s times and dragging them along by the ankles through Hell. My creations will be destroyed, my legacy will not be enough to be withheld, and everyone can rest in peace knowing they don’t have to deal with it anymore. They can be at peace with themselves without having to adapt to my rapid mood swings and empty threats. Not anymore. It will be what I deserve

I am giving this behavioral hospital a try and if it doesn’t work that will be the confirmation

I can’t stop asking why without expecting to have answers but I reminded over and over there is only one answer

Why can’t I reverse time why did I turn out this way

I’m so excited to finally fucking do it I am so excited about it I think it may be the only thing making me happy anymore. Knowing I don’t have to deal with this shit anymore. I don’t have to be perfect or fake for anybody or those stupid fucking cunt “friends” of mine I can finally just leave without a trace and move on. Everyone else can move on. I will be forgotten about and my online presence will disappear and dissipate and I just can’t fucking wait. What was once a stain will finally be thoroughly cleansed and taken care of. I will not be a mistake to humanity anymore. I will finally be able to forgive myself

Genuinely nothing helps anymore it really is over for me

I feel so alone and scared I can’t be an adult I just want to go back and restart it all