It's Okay To Grieve For Someone You Hated, Even If You're Glad They're Gone. It's Okay To Miss Someone

It's yearning season again...time to yearn

Me clinging to soulsborne games in my time of need...Yes, dying repeatedly to the same bosses will be the perfect medicine I just know it

you're the only one who understands me mr strobbery

Welcome to the bog, fiends ₊˚⊹⋆·. ݁ 𖥔 ݁ ˖๋ ࣭ ⭑₊

My name is Toast, but I also answer to Justan. I'm one of those he/him transgenders and if there's one thing about me it's

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♡ I love all sorts of bl: my favorite one is Kinnporsche and it has been for a while

ᝰ I'm super passionate about playing my alto sax David; I love him very much

♪ big fan of music in general but my favorite genre is 90's rock and my favorite bands are Nirvana, Weezer, the Cranberries, Sebadoh, and Pavement + plus not bands but I love Jonathan Coulton and David Bowie's music sm (the latter of course is my saxophone's namesake)

☀︎ I mess with soulsborne games, especially ds1, ds3, and bloodborne even though I'm not good at any of them

𓅓 I'm learning German currently aber I only know ein bisschen iykwim but I'd love to have someone to talk to in German and appropriate messages from anyone are always welcome

𓂃✍︎ I love reading and writing and I pretty much exclusively write filthy filthy nasty dirty homoerotic fanfiction for my otps Vegaspete from Kinnporsche and Narumitsu from Ace Attorney (my ao3 is Toasty_boy)

All people except bigots of any kind are welcome to interact . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁₊˚⊹

indeed.com search history "pet for mysteriously wealthy older woman" "unethical science test subject full time" "vampire thrall with room and board"

They don't call them crab rangoons for nothing. I mean look at their wanton little bodies, their crispy skin, their sweet, creamy interiors...and when the oil covers your fingers and you're left with nothing but that taste in your mouth, the blend of savory crab, the tang of chives, and the cream cheese, the importance of which simply cannot be overstated...Fuuuuuuuck

Then it's right back to chimney-sweeping 🥀

i don’t outline i just emotionally manifest the story like a Victorian child labourer on their five minute chimney-sweeping break

Man I need a mutual who can converse with me in simple German because deise Sprache ist nicht einfach when you don't have anyone to practice with let me tell you man

I just wanna see the fags kiss already wth

I wish my insurance covered this... One could even say I'm yearni—

getting my yearning surgically removed tomorrow

It will never not hurt to hear your close friends talk about men like they're the scum of the earth, like they know every man. And when you give them the look, like "what about me" they say "oh of course I didn't mean you". Of course they didn't.

Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.

You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".