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A note about being at your ugw.

I remember the first time I was at my goal weight last winter. I had come home for a break, and weighed myself at home. I saw the number flashing on the screen, and thought “no way, this isn’t real”. When I went to my nanas house for a holiday, I went to the bathroom in her house with a floor to ceiling mirror, and a scale. I stripped, got on the scale, and saw that number again. I turned around and looked in the mirror, and suddenly didn’t understand why I was so shocked. I looked better. I picked my legs up, my arms, covered my boobs with my hands, sucked my non existent belly in, twirled, posed every which way… And then I dressed myself, went back to the dining room, and lied when my uncle said “you look good! You look like you’ve lost weight, you look like you’re about 100 pounds soaking wet!” I replied; “No, I’m about 120”. When I went back to school, I dressed any way I wanted to, I felt so much more confident. But months later, I got too comfortable, and I started eating again.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, I am at my highest weight ever. The hardest part about this is that when you go from your goal weight to your highest, everybody notices. And everybody says something. Everyday I think to myself, “What have I done?”. But I know what I did. And I know what I have to do. Please for the love of god, for the love of whatever you believe in, don’t make this mistake. I’m scared now that when I get back to my goal weight in a couple of months, people will start to wonder what’s causing so much weight flux in my body. Please please please do not make my mistakes. When you get to your goal weight, STAY THERE.

Ps. I’m tagging this way because I know that this post will be found by people this is relevant to.

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Yo Yo Yo

Guess who’s mom just called them fat?? That’s right :))))) I want to fucking die. I’m just gonna fast for the rest of the week.

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25 Things to do instead of eating ✨🥀🌿

1. Go for a walk

2. Call a friend

3. Make a list of reasons you want to be skinny

4. Make a to-do list

5. Plan your dream vacation

6. Sleep

7. Paint your nails

8. Learn a new instrument (yousician is really good!)

9. Learn a new language (I’m using duolingo)

10. Brush your teeth

11 . Find a cool hair style online and try it

12. Clean your room

13. Drink a bottle of water

14. Plan your dream date

15. Update your calendar

16. Clean up your emails

17. Re-arrange some furniture

18. Organise your laptop folders, rename etc

19. Braid your hair

20. Draw

21. Plan all the outfits you’ll wear when your skinny

22. Make a new pinterest board

23. Look for your dream house

24. Browse the app store

25. Walk around your town taking photos

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Detox Waters

If you, like me, get kind of sick of water here are some recipes I’m trying out. Let me know your favorites. Drink water kids and stay safe. 

Watermelon and Strawberry Mint Detox Water Ingredients: 

4 cups watermelon in /2 inch cubes, lightly mashed 

½ pint strawberries, sliced in half 

6 sprigs mint (lightly crushed) 

 Blueberry and Orange Detox Water Ingredients: 

2 Mandarin Oranges, cut into wedges 

Handful of blueberries 

 Slim Down Detox Water Ingredients: 

 ½ gallon purified water 

 ½ lemon, sliced 

 ½ lime, sliced 

 ½ grapefruit, sliced 

 1 cup cucumber, sliced 

Apple Cinnamon Detox Water Ingredients: 

1 Apple thinly sliced, cut away the seeds. 

1 Cinnamon Stick. I don’t recommend using powdered cinnamon, it clogs the water. 

Metabolism Boosting Mango Ginger Water Ingredients: 

1 inch Ginger Root, peeled and sliced 

1 cup Frozen Mango- fresh is fine too 

Raspberry Orange Detox Water Ingredients: 

1 thinly sliced orange 

1 pint raspberries (lightly crushed) 

 Classic Cucumber Water Ingredients: 

1 medium cucumber, cleaned, peeled (or unpeeled depending on your preference) and cut into ½ inch slices. 

 Lemon Berry Detox Water Ingredients 

½ cup blueberries, fresh or frozen 

½ cup raspberries, fresh or frozen 

1 lemon, sliced 

 Strawberry, Mint, and Lemon Detox Drink Ingredients: 

1 lemon, thinly sliced 

15 strawberries quartered 

5 mint leaves 

Skinny Detox Water Ingredients: 

1 lemon 

1 lime 

1 grapefruit 

1 medium cucumber 

1 sprig fresh mint 

Apple Cider Vinegar Detox Soda Ingredients: 

6 tablespoons organic apple cider vinegar 

64 ounces sparkling mineral water (2 quarts)

Juice of 2 lemons 

Stevia to taste 

Lemon Lime Detox Water Ingredients: 

1 lemon 

3 limes 

Tropical Pineapple and Orange Infused Water Ingredients: 

1 orange, thinly sliced 

½ cup pineapple, thinly sliced 

Detox Lime Cucumber Mint Water Ingredients: 

1 lime, thinly sliced 

5 inch cucumber, sliced into rings 

5 mint leaves 

 Apple Cider Vinegar Detox Drink Ingredients: 

2 tbsp apple cider vinegar 

1 lime 

1 lemon 

5-6 mint leaves 

Citrus Cucumber Detox Water Ingredients: 

2 large oranges, sliced 

1 lemon, sliced 

½ large cucumber, sliced 

1 handful of fresh mint 

Cooling Peach Mint Water Ingredients: 

1 long sprig of Mint

10 frozen Peach Slices

 Lemon Ginger Detox Drink Ingredients: 

Juice of 2 lemons 

2 inch knob of ginger root 

Pineapple Cucumber Water Ingredients: 

1 cup fresh mint leaves 

1 medium cucumber, peeled and thinly sliced 

 Detox Green Tea Ingredients: (Makes 1 serving) 

1 green tea bag 

1 slice lemon * 

1 tsp honey or stevia 

2 strawberries, sliced 

2 slices cucumber

-Look cute in baggy clothes

REASONS TO BE SKINNY reblog and continue

- Thigh Gap

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Fasting Day

Alright so I’m doing 36-48 hour fast starting today. I wanted to fast yesterday but a close friend of mine made me eat. So here is my plan for the day : vitamins with 36 ounces water -9 am 11am green tea 1 pm 12 ounces water 2 pm rest of vitamins 3pm small workout - (20 squats 20 lunges 40 jumping jacks 2 minute run 5 minute walk) 6 pm 24 ounces water 8 pm calming tea

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(Abt the I'm not important post) This may sound weird coming from a person you don't know.But you mean the world to anyone and you might fell like that's not true but it really is.In sorry I just wanted to say that.❤❤❤❤

This is incredibly touching thank you 💙 it’s not weird at all it’s actually… like very nice, to know that even when everyone around me makes me feel like shit there’s strangers with open arms for me

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Thinspo bruises <3

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