Nobody:
My brain throughout the day
how long have you been fasting for?
how many calories are you gonna eat today
how many calories have you burned
why don't you move more
why do you eat rn?
that's too many calories
don't eat don't eat don't eat
try to fast a bit longer
maybe we should eat so we don't pass out
why can't I just be skinny
fatass
why'd I eat that
I ought to force myself to fast for logner
Do I deserve this?
ugh why does he have to come over again, don't make me eat
thigh gap
why are my thighs/belly so big
I wish I was thinner
i hate being so wide
15 hours into a fast, omw to 24 >:)
I need to starve myself and lose sm weight in a short time that my parnets get severly concerned
I avoided binging this evening, I'm so happy w myself.
Turns out that having a bigger lunch (trust, it was big.) that makes you full really helps.
Eating multiple course meals <<<<<<<<
I want to get so thin and sickly looking that my mom stops enabling but makes me eat.
No matter your size you deserve love, kindness, and recovery ❤️
Not to sound like a pick me but I don't like ppl I know irl reminding me of an e.d. only my boyfriend and best friend know abt it and while my friend doesn't really mention it, my boyfriend used to. He'd bring up calories and shit when picking what to have for dinner and it's just like, shut up?? I already obsess over it and it's genuinely draining me, it's not a quirky thing to lose weight and be healthy. Don't remind me even more.
what's the big deal with eating anyways. It's tasy, yeah, but why should my life revolve around it
Footage of my brain (2025, colorised):
Your waist is huge.
Look at that.
Ew…
People may like you but they will never truly accept you if you look like that.