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FAT

Age 6

I was called fat by a boy a year older than me I wasn’t even fat then I cried all night when I found out what ‘fat’ meant

Age 7

I had a crush on one of my best friends He always told me that I wasn’t fat He even once sat in a way to make it look like he had rolls in his stomach so that I didn’t feel bad

Age 10

I stepped on a boy’s toe by accident He asked how much I weighed out of anger I didn’t say anything Too ashamed to admit that I weighed 67 kilograms

The boy that called me fat when I was 6 was right I am fat

Age 12

I absolutely hated myself I weighed near 80 kilograms Somehow the boys seemed to be kind to me Everyone were It felt strange

Age 13

I’m a teenager now I need to be perfect I wasn’t close to it I never kept track of my weight

Age 14

I hit 100 kilograms by February I hated my body a lot It made me depressed

Do you know what I do when I’m depressed? I eat And eat And eat And I don’t stop

Age 15

I hit 120 kilograms Disgusting If February I turned to Tumblr I discovered ‘Ana’ I lost a few kilograms But I didn’t have enough self control and gained it all back

Age 16

I went back to Tumblr I rediscovered ‘Ana’ I made a commitment I had hit 130 kilograms before I started I started counting calories I exercised two hours a day I fasted often I lost weight

Age 17

I’m back to 80 kilograms I feel amazing I look so much better My mom and dad are so proud My uncle even took me shopping for new clothes

Age 18

I’m was close to 60 kilograms in January I had to lose more Ana told me it was best I believed her

Age 19

I often pass out I’m pale I’m bony I’m in the 40’s now But it’s worth it I look beautiful Dainty Ethereal Small

Age 20

I practically live in the hospital My BMI is much lower than my age My organs are failing I’m dying But it’s all worth it Right? At least I’m not fat anymore

august rules

these are the rules i’ll be following throughout the month of august to get my body and mind in really good shape before school starts!

1. wake up at 9am latest everyday.

2. mini-workout before shower.

3. 500 MAX daily calorie limit

4. NO JUNK. NO CARBS. only fruit, veggies & lean meats

5. drink 2-3L of water everyday

6. study study study!! at least 3 hours everyday

7. watch educational videos & podcasts everyday

8. eat only between 12pm and 7pm.

9. try to fast at least one day a week

10. face masks 3 times a week

11. grow nails & hair out

12. at least one cup of green tea per day

13. always take vitamins

14. mini-workout before bed

15. bedtime 11pm latest

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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Stay safe my loves <3

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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mine✨ please give credit! stay safe loves💕

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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💙Quiet workouts💙

Russian twists Squats Wall sits Wall push ups Butterfly kicks Leg lifts Crunches Sit ups Donkey kicks Planks Mountain climbers Knee touches Side v ups Crunch claps Windshield wipers

If you aren’t familiar with these just google it! It’s that simple!🌟

Xx Sami💙

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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Yo Yo Yo

Guess who’s mom just called them fat?? That’s right :))))) I want to fucking die. I’m just gonna fast for the rest of the week.

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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Size 2 jeans. Can’t wait for them to get too big

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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fall thinspo clothes

🍁 thigh high socks

🍁 oversized hoodies/sweaters

🍁 big knitted jumpers

🍁 boyfriend jeans

🍁 plaid/black skirts

🍁 shorts with tights

🍁 big flannels

🍁 hoodie/sweater dresses

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

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~✨🌸ANTI-BINGE BOX🌸✨~

I saw this idea a few days ago so I thought I’d make one, I still have a few small things to get for it.

Things I included (including things I still need to get): •List of things to do rather than binging. •Quotes to inspire/motivate. •Pictures of body goals. •Chewing gum. •Workout routines. •Notebook to write things down. (The notebook is too big to fit in the box so I’m just going to keep it with the box). •Pens.

Please be safe when dieting/fasting, if your body isn’t handling it well please stop.~ Stay safe everyone~

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fawnthin-blog

7 years ago

Hey!, Sorry I haven’t been active I’ve been busy this week and school starts tomorrow(Monday) so yea busy week. I will try to be more active.

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